by Enrique Cruz

‘feeling very introspective today….I can fit everything I learned about myself from my recent road trip into one fear:  ”The Big City impersonal” versus the “Small Island Gossip mentality.”  — which one are you?

In the Gay community, at least, the difference between my hometown New York City and a smaller community, let’s say Miami or Atlanta….comes down to how impersonal you want to be.

I sucked in High School…’hated it…and want to forget everybody I met there…but, if I lived in a small town I would be stuck with the same suck-y bunch all my life.  The great thing about bigger cities like New York City is (very much like the thing that makes Madonna so great) — the simple ability to re-invent yourself…over and over again.

If you suck in a small Island…you are branded for life and it’s harder for people to except you as anything but the suck-y kid in High School.

I understand better the allure of small Islands…and Island living…in smaller communities, but, since we are all tribal by instinct, each community develops it’s own hierarchy…which it makes harder to become more than the five people you fucked.

 As always, your own thoughts are welcome….ec

by Enrique Cruz

‘Short vid clip of my recent visit to Atlanta’s Lenox Mall– during black gay pride this past labor day…where it becomes, well, um, very very…gay:

as always, your comments, feedback is welcome!

by Enrique Cruz

Going back behind the Butt today: This forth scene for Volume 23 of Doing the Butt is “my personal fav”

‘cause this latin cutie can get definately get it.

What I remember most about shooting this scene… (click more for video clip)

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by Enrique Cruz

 ’love new music…and this new song blazing all the southern states by Yung Joc “Coffee Shop” –on my own recent road trip started a range of conversation so it can be counted as our road song; ‘comments ranging from: “that song is ’bout selling drugs.”  — and: “music is best when simple” — you decide…here it is:

‘finally, this comment: “have we run out of things to sing about?”

either way…this song really pumps in a car riding 70 miles a hour with three pets!

 Holla back…………with your comments!

Let’s Get back behind the Butt:  This third scene for Volume 23 of Doing the Butt is another “great first time scene”

What I remember most about shooting this scene… (click more for video clip) 

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