by Enrique Cruz

 In that Pink song – ”Don’t let me get me” — she talks about being “her own worst enemy…”  — and I get it…for years I struggled with whether to take a crack at jumping into the Independent Film world — something to play in festivals or something other than just Porn (not that there’s anything wrong with porn) — anyhoo…I wrote it about here on the blog a few times (and got great feedback from you all)…”Just Do it,“  was the overwhelming response.

—————  Here’s a clip that was sent to me    ———— 

Many film makers have the tools and the talent. Some even create bits of their project here and there, but failing to craft a real schedule, the project never gets done. Before long, they move on to some “better” idea. What could be better than getting it done?

If you have a day job, make a commitment to work on your film at least one hour per night and full time on weekends. If you have other commitments, such as family, karate class or anything else, build a schedule around them, but build a schedule and stick to it.

Chris Nolan, known today for “Batman Begins” made his first film, “Following”, on weekends. He and his friends who acted in the film had day jobs, but they went out every weekend and got a little bit more of the film done. Create milestones and set out to reach them.

Decide from the start how much of the film should be done in three months, in six months, in nine months and work to reach these milestones. Create smaller monthly milestones to reach and check them off so that you can be inspired by seeing progress.

by Enrique Cruz

This has been a creative week for me (behind the scenes) — working on some new projects…and getting ready for another scouting / shooting trip, coming up!  Also, love the feedback from you…it’s great, so keep it coming!

One question I got recently: “what do you like to do in your own personal sex life?”  – So….‘thought  – I would open up the question to all of you out there –  (as well), so, leave me some comments on ”what rocks your world” 

ANSWER: For me, I’m a voyeur (love to watch othere people fucking)…’but, sexually speaking, for me…other than fucking a nice ass, I also enjoy having someone make me bust — (orally or a slow jerking of my dick)  —  or vice versa, stroking someone’s dick until they shoot….is hot….’how about you??

Also, SEND US YOUR GAY SEX QUESTIONS:

for the GaySexReport.com …’we’ve updated the site with more Q and A’s on doing the nasty……(check it out)!! 

by Enrique Cruz

 Yeah, this INDIE-HORROR FLICK “TEETH” could only be done by a gay dude:

Chick with a teeth in her choe’-chaa’ (we not talking about some happy pussy power)…’biting dicks off

(ouch, now…that’s gotta hurt) – although, a horror flick like that does gives me some ideas….anyhoo…….’it’s coming soon to a select theater near you…..!!

holla back……..ec

P.S.  SEND US YOUR GAY SEX QUESTIONS: we’ve updated the site with more Q and A’s on doing the nasty……..!! 

by Enrique Cruz

Rocker David Bowie

gets brownie points from us  for putting up some cash — (toward the legal fund) — to help ‘folks in need of a decent trial down in the racially divided city of Jena:

“There is clearly a separate and unequal judicial process going on in the town of Jena,” Bowie said. “A donation to the Jena Six Legal Defense Fund is my small gesture indicating my belief that a wrongful charge and sentence should be prevented.”

by Enrique Cruz

‘bit ridiculous that the case of Janet Jackson’s televised boobie(s)  is actually going to court…

but it does raise issues of censorship, free speech, government control and the few remaining rights of artists….want more proof of the out-of-wack censorship police…??

look at poor Sally here …for saying, ” “if the mothers ruled the world, there would be no G-d- wars in the first place.”

‘can’t really blame Fox for this one…they fear being made accoutable so, they become ths ‘ uber sensitive censorship police…but, shit…don’t we live in some ’stupid times when you can’t say: God dammit…

by Enrique Cruz 

Gettin back behind that Butt today:  The fifth scene on Volume 23 of Doing the Butt is this  “just some good ‘ol fucking”

What I remember most about shooting this scene… (click more for that video clip)

(more…)

by Enrique Cruz

 Friday Night: ’saw Jodie Foster’s “Brave One” –’two hours long…this “Death Wish” fantasy flick is a total guilty-pleasure-time at the movies that plays right to the audience — seeking ’some dirty “revenge porn.”

Go See it!!…if for no other reason — she plays on the right team (wink, wink)….this NYDaily News article pretty much “outs” her way out that closet…hmmmmmmm….

they say:

“she has reportedly been with producer Cydney Bernard for several years, she has frustrated some gay- rights activists because she won’t discuss her private life.” 

For a lot of years, I’ve known white gay guys who won’t go near another white gay guy. As I may have said, I call this the ‘Mandingo’ complex, a reverse-racism of dick.

Now it seems I’m getting yet another revelation in my middle age. That is, black dudes are hot to me and not because they’re black, necessarily. It’s taken way too long but I think my seeing black men as just plain men - not an easy feat for a blue-collar NJ man - is finally happening. I’m not proud of this delay factor. I’m being, in fact, brutally honest. I only know that sitting by a hot black stud at a bar last night got to me in a purely man-to-man manner. I wasn’t thinking of jungle love. I wasn’t thinking of slave trade, or some idiot sense of bigger black dick. I was simply knocked out by a sexy, dark man.

- Jack X

by Enrique Cruz

‘comparing Kanye’s silly Rap battle(s) with 50 cents (and others) to the ”ghetto nerd“ in that new book: “The Brief Wonderous Life of Oscar Wao” Diaz’s book – ’bout a Dominican nerdish– male growing up in Jersey (check it out).

’seemed fittin’ on the release date of his CD …and hey, ‘tha-tha-that can only make him stronger (and richer)…this is one catchy tune…(sorry, that nerds gonna kicks 50’s ass this week)…sing along:

by Enrique Cruz

I am by no means an activist…but, after driving down south you see things are not all peachy with race relations….

case in point: Jena 6 — here’s a primer:

make sure you send this to anyone who might care!